The End~

Turn around
and back to back

walk forward
and walk away

to the way
of both different sides

no goodbye`s
no next times

silently
we bring all of these to and end

after all
I realized it's easy to stay aside you as a friend

but things went worse when I know
I can't abide the fact that what I feel for you
is something more than just friends

but in the other hand
to you, I'm just something less than a normal friend

it's not easy to make such decision
but I'd prefer losing a friend, or someone like you in my life
rather than suffering to act as just a normal friend to you
and just ignore all those jealousy I have towards the one you loved

we've been back together as friends at the 19th of March
a day I would never forget
a date which I thought was the lucky day

but somehow
it's just the start of countless pain instead

until now, the 3rd of April, an hour ago
I've already finished my 3rd cry for you
with just 16 days in between

of course I know this relationship ain't going anywhere further
of course I know even if we can chat 24 hours
things would just stay the way it is

“咁又點，可以點？”
but have you consider the uncontrollable feelings of mine
when you type out these disappointing words?

do you know how had my heart scattered all around
when I heard this from you?

and when I know how excited you are
to go to that dinner with him?

I don't think you would knew
how sad and miserable I was

cause you could have just keep the news for yourself
and not stabbing a knife into my heart by telling me

all I've got now in this relationship
is just endless disappointment
and nothing else

at least that's what persuaded myself to believe
I don't want to stay in the dark
grieving on this relationship anymore
since you don't even give a damn on it

I want to move on
I'm stepping forward
and I don't wanted to care how you feels anymore

forgive me for being selfish
but that's just a way to protect myself
from more wound, and scars

it's time..

the cruel words has to be spoken..

it's THE END..

it's GAME OVER..

上一次發生那件事情之後的４個月

和你失去聯絡，不再有任何瓜葛

雖然也很痛苦

但我還是讓自己熬過來了

反正沒有你的日子

我之前都已經獨自度過了４個月

現在只不過是再回到那個時候的感覺

我相信自己有能力可以做到

上一次流泪－郑秀文 

那天　不小心洗去你口讯　才有欲哭的冲动
认清生疏了的情人　再也无权令手机接通

我应该　不记得为何你吸引　饶恕自己的不幸
但当我想到你的传闻　这双手竟再震
 
人都分开了　唯有亲手自己治疗
如发泄是生理需要　为何眼泪会缺少
 
＊　如能为你哭　哭得出眼泪
　　失眠　至少能睡
　　想起你如何不对　怎么我还要追

　　原来上次哭　哭不出眼泪
　　感情　不进则退
　　感激我们成熟了 应知道流泪有罪

　　承受任何是非都能捱下去
　　我都想假装只得一岁
　　为你当街的出走也说得过去

这一刻　不小心想到你的吻　难过但安守本份
为一个不爱我的坏人　我早得到教训