Thursday, November 18, 2010

如果一個男人真的愛妳~

如果一個男人真的愛你
他冷落妳不會超過三天
因為想念你的日子很難度過

如果一個男人真的愛你他會給你一個甜蜜的稱呼
一個只屬於他一個人喊的稱呼

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會令你溶入他的生活
決不會相愛多年後還讓你妾身未明

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會把你當孩子般寵愛
但是自己又說不出寵你的原因

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會讓你開心快樂
捨不得讓你流淚

如果一個男人真的愛你
他的手機會24小時為你開機
隨時隨地讓你能夠找到他

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會覺得你是最好的
不會將你和其他女人做比較

如果一個男人真的愛你

即使自己真的很忙也會抽出時間來陪你
因為他看不見你會很想你

如果一個男人真的愛你
他不會要求你減肥
因為他把你的身體健康看作第一位

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會很想和你生活在一起
會把你看成是生命中最重要的

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會經常緊緊地抱著你
讓你感受他的心跳

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會在你睡著的時候輕輕吻你
因為你是他的天使

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會讓你買妳喜歡的東西
並且很高興陪你逛街

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會對你的家人、朋友都很好
喜歡融入到他們當中

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會默默地為你付出一切
但很少讓你知道他所做的犧牲

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會看你吃飯的時候傻笑
然後把好吃都留給你吃

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會不厭其煩提醒你吃飯、穿衣服
聽你說「煩了」、他還是要提醒你
因為你是他的一切

如果一個男人真的愛你
他會記住你說的每句話
哪怕是一句小玩笑,他也會放心裏
然後努力改變自己的生活習慣

如果一個男人真的愛你
在妳過馬路的時候會拉著你的手
怕你橫衝直撞出什麼事
所以不要甩開他的手

如果一個男人真的愛你

他的手機裏都是關於你的東西
想你的時候會對著手機傻笑
你是他最美好的幸福

Saturday, November 13, 2010

愛,停了~

聼完這首歌
心裏頭一陣酸

不想離開你的同時
卻知道繼續呆在你身邊
只會讓自己痛苦

愛過了,瘋過了
哭過了,痛過了

墜落了,跌倒了
灰心了,失望了

受傷了,覺悟了
放棄了,愛停了

等了那麽久
做了那麽多
卻依然得不到一個確實的答案

離開你以前
我能怎麽辦?

離開你以後
我該怎麽辦?























如果我們不再見-鄭秀文


假使你与我 不该再见面
幸福这么远 大可不眷恋

不管再爱那个 都很快厌倦
独对旧照片 贪之不厌

别人亦很好 别人亦都很爱我
其实暗地一直怪他不似你
每晚唉声叹气 梦里看不见你

* 如何能和你就此不相见 有时还会恨
  然后我有我生活 然后你再爱别人

  如何能和你认了不相衬 有时仍不忿
  如若要爱你 是这样靠天份
  这世上除了我谁人爱你
  除了共你 可与谁热吻

得不到那个 一般最挂念
或许这么说 大家好过点

只恐怕你与我 终于也发现
恨那日那天 不肯心软
 

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Fear~

I really can't stop thinking about
what would happen between us
after all these assignments you have now

will you stop talking to me at all?
would I only have the chance to hear from you again
when you have some other new assignments next time?

I know these aren't things that I can expect or control
I know I don't have the rights to demand anything

but when the first piece of assignment is almost finished
I suddenly feels the fear that has been hiding deep under my heart

I don't want this to end anymore
at least not after it started again

now I feel like I'm so greedy
suddenly having the thoughts of wanting you to be by my side
for the rest of my life

I actually do not feel good
when I realized that these assignments
are the only thing that bind us together

but I keep convince myself
that all that I'm doing now, is just for you to be happy
despite how I would really feels
and that means even if I have to hurt myself

I'm stepping into a trap
knowing that it's dangerous
I feel like I might got myself full of scars all over again

what can I do to keep an angel along me
when all I ever gave the angel were lies and annoyance

how am I going to promise the angel anything
when I don't even have any courage to say them out anymore
not after all that I've knows within this several months of time

paradox
is all I can tell about my heart in this very moment

I don't know what I actually wanted
I don't know what I actually expect

I just hope for myself to have a chance to love you
and hope for you to be happy for the rest of your life

funny how sarcastic it is
I can make you the happiest person by loving you
but I might also give you lots of unhappiness if I keep loving you

can you tell me how you feel?
and what exactly is in your mind and heart?

a YES
then I'll prove to you how much I would appreciate you
and cherish you like you're the only thing that matters in my life

a NO
then I'll force myself to leave once and for all
and never approach any parts of your life again

sigh
love is confusing..























此刻的心情
除了恐懼,還是恐懼
無限的不安不停襲擊
現在的我好膽怯
 

你不知道的事~

你不知道·····
曾經有一個人
整天待在電腦前
而他只是想等你上線然後跟你聊幾句

你不知道·····
當你上了線後
他在跟你說聲嗨之前
他想該跟你聊甚麼想了多久

你不知道·····
他每天都很晚才下線
其實是因為想跟你聊多一會
或多“看”你幾眼

你不知道·····
你跟他聊幾句
會讓他高興一整天

你不知道·····
能跟你一起上街玩
他是感到多麼的高興
即使身旁都待著一大堆的朋友

你不知道·····
他曾經鼓起了多少次勇氣
想要跟你告白
卻發現原來自己很膽小

你不知道·····
當他終於跟你告白了
而你卻告訴他你有心上人了
他的心有多麼的痛
即使他裝作沒甚麼的回應你 “是喔” “那好吧“

你不知道·····
在那之後
其實他還一直在等待著你

你不知道·····
在等待中
他曾想過多少次要放棄你
但卻發現自己放不下你

你不知道·····
你跟異性所作的一舉一動
都有可能令他心痛一百次
心碎一千次

你不知道·····
有好幾次,朋友發現他雙眼都腫了起來
而他卻說是因為沒有睡好
其實真正的原因
是因為他在前一晚想你的事情想到眼淚流個不停

你不知道·····
終於他下定決心
把你的 MSN 封鎖跟刪除掉了
又在 Facebook 把你刪了
為的只是想讓自己不再見到你,不再想你

你不知道·····
在那之後
他還是發覺自己怎樣也忘不到你
結果他還是偷偷的把你加回去了

你不知道·····
他又發現
這樣會令自己很難受
所以他又把你再次刪掉了

你不知道·····
終於他決定真的要放手了
不是因為他不想付出,他不想堅持
是因為,他不想再給機會自己去打擾你
他只是想大家好過點,他只是想讓你高興點

你不知道·····
他以為自己真的把你給放下了
卻在那一晚夢見了你
他又發現,自己真的是怎樣也放不下你
怎樣也忘不了你

你不知道·····
但他還是決定不再跟你聯絡
他只是想從你的世界消失
他只是想你幸福快樂

你不知道,曾經有一個他,
為你做了這麼多的事情,而你卻全都不知道,
或全都沒有把這些放在心上,
只是繼續追求自己所想的,把他拋在一旁。
不過也不要緊,
因為他就只是想你幸福快樂,
這樣他就會感到滿足了。























看吧,多的是你不知道的事。
希望你看完這篇文章後,
如果你對他也有一點好感,
就給個機會他吧。

因為你給他的機會,
將會是他這一輩子收到最大的禮物。
 

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Love~

a poem I saw a few weeks ago
got so amazed by the beauty of it
but then forgot to share it here

until when I saw a friend of mine put it up his MSN name
and then got reminded of this poem
and finally got the chance to share it, so here goes..
















Love  - Roy Croft


I love you
Not only for what you are
But for what I am
When I am with you

I love you
Not only for what
You have made of yourself
But for what
You are making of me

I love you
For the part of me
That you bring out

I love you
For putting your hand
Into my heaped-up heart
And passing over
All the foolish, weak things
That you can't help
Dimly seeing there

And for drawing out
Into the light
All the beautiful belongings
That no one else had looked
Quite far enough to find

I love you because you
Are helping me to make
Of the lumber of my life
Not a tavern
But a temple

Out of the works
Of my every day
Not a reproach
But a song

I love you
Because you have done
More than any creed
Could have done
To make me good
And more than any fate
Could have done
To make me happy

You have done it
Without a touch
Without a word
Without a sign

You have done it
By being yourself
Perhaps that is what
Being a friend means
After all
 

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

to a special someone~

dear special someone
never ask me why am I doing all those for you

because I don't need a reason
to care about someone that's important to me

I can sense all the pressure you're having on your shoulders now
and I always knew that you're someone that hope to make
each and every single piece of your assignment perfect

I just hope all these things I'm doing now
can bring back all the smile and laughter on your face
help you lighten your burden while I'm able to do it

you've always been like a sunshine to me
both ends of my mouth started to move upwards
every time I'm talking to you

and every moment I'm spending with you
are the moment that I treasured the most

I can't bear to see you so tired and exhausted everyday
and I'm willing to take all the responsibility to myself
and let you stay the happy angel you have always been

now everything you can do for me
is just hope you'll take good care of yourself

have enough rest everyday
and don't give yourself any pressure at all

that's all I'm asking from you
stay happy and cheerful for me

everything I've done for you up to now
I can proudly say that I have no intentions at all

I just hope to at least be there for you
when you needed someone

and of course, some feelings will never vanish so easily
I admit that the feelings I had a year ago are still present
and because of all these I still cares about you very much now

but I'm not going to do anything about this feeling
well, not unless you have the same feelings as I do
or had approved me of telling you about them

but remember
whatever you're doing now, or will be doing in the future
you're never doing them alone

cause I'll always be there for you
with everything I can possibly give

the song below is an original by Jackson 5
then covered by Mariah Carey
but I've chosen the version of your favorite singer, Charice

that's everything my heart has to say
if you're seeing all these..

原來            
可以全心全意地愛一個人            
也是一種幸福            























I'll Be There - Charice Pempengco


You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do

Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you

Build my world of dreams around you
You know I'm so glad that I found you there
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter

Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to protect you

With an unselfish love I'll respect you
Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you

And I will build my world of dreams around you
You know I'm so glad that I found you there
You know I'll be there with a real love so strong
Be your strength, you know I'll keep holding on

If you should ever find someone new

I hope she'd better be good to you
'Cos if she doesn't, Then I'll be there

Don't you know, baby, yeah, yeah

I'll be there
You know I'll be there
Just call my name, and I'll be there


Just look over your shoulder

Just call my name
And I'll be there