Awake~

well
now I finally had an answer

an answer that's cruel enough to break my heart
but useful enough to pull me back from getting hurt deeply

after all these while
I've come to realized that
I'm nothing but just a last resort to your loneliness

and other than that
I means nothing else to you
not even an important friend

how cruel
but thanks for that heads up
cause now I'm totally awake

maybe after what happened last year end
you shouldn't have find me back anymore

maybe after that mis-understood few weeks ago
I shouldn't apologize and ask for your forgiveness

maybe things are better when it's over
maybe there's not even a start of anything

maybe
it's just better to end it once and for all
by myself..