Monday, March 7, 2011

Journey~

been thinking for what happened the whole night
maybe you're right
maybe it's time to move on
cause nothing is ever gonna happen between us anymore

I take back the statement that I want another chance from you
cause it's impossible things are going to be like the good old days

when a thorn is stuck too deep in someone's heart
there's no way anyone can do to pluck it out
no matter how much they try

and with the thorn remain
everything is going to be weird

so don't bother forgiving me
because even so, the end would still be the end
but with less regrets and bad feelings

time to look forward
put back the smile on my face
and step onto a whole new journey

it took me 20 years to finally met someone as good as you are
I just hope I wouldn't have to wait that long until the next one

bottom of the line
I appreciate what happened between us
I'd cherish it forever
but I'm never going to look back to it anymore

I'd always remember how much I loved you
you'll always be the special one to me
but I'm going to stop missing you already

since there's no forever in love
I'd always know that every relationship would end up in pain

but with all these I've been through
I'm already good enough to deal with it
and know what's the best thing to do after all the pain

take care, my friend
I wish you all the best
and I believe that someday
you'd find the happiness that only belongs to you

=)

Panic~

I'm sorry..
after all these while
these are pretty much the things that I wanted to tell you

I understand why are you staying away from me
and I realized what happen between us is all my fault

but you know what
I might look like I'm laughing and being positive all the time

but deep down
I'm just an insecure guy
who would feel so panic
when I doesn't know what someone I cared about was thinking
that's why I was being all childish and annoying

I've never realized what is the problem within me
until I've done put a lot of thoughts into it recently

I understands everything you said about me
I know what my own problem is

and believe it or not
I'm willing, and trying to change all of it bit by bit

I realized things are going to end between us
and  I know the chance of getting back the old days are so small
but I feel so regret for what I've done

all these while
I've learned so much from you
I've been growing up day by day

but now it's all too late
I wanted a one last chance from you to prove myself
but it doesn't seems like it's going to happen anymore

now your impression towards me
is so broken beyond repair
I don't know what I can do

I'm not even sure there's anything I can do
but I care about you so much
and you mean so much to me

those happy days of chit-chatting we had together was not enough
I'm greedy for more of it, cause I never wanted to say goodbye

I've always prepared myself that we might never talk to each other
but now that it really happens
all I can feel beneath my heart is panic

I'm so freaked out because we might actually never talk again
I'm so scared that in the future
we're back to persons who doesn't know each other anymore

I actually got panicked
don't know what I should do

I'm helpless
yet I'm still doing what I can to let you know
how important you are to me

feelings doesn't just fades away that easily
once it's in our heart, it'll just remains forever

and I'm afraid of that
because I'm going to carry all my feelings towards you
all by my own, alone..

I have no one to share with
I might never heard from you again

this feels like a nightmare to me
something I hope would never happen
something I hope I would never deal with

but then how?
you said you don't care about it anymore
and it breaks my heart so severely

I want you to care
I want you to talk to me like you used to
but how?

it's all falling apart
and all I can taste now is the bitterness in my heart
and the salty taste of tears rolling down my cheek

I feels so bad..
all of this feels so bad..
so bad..
='(
 

Thursday, March 3, 2011

又開始想你了~

已經有一段時間了
沒有聽到你的任何消息
甚至沒有一句問候

你知道我有多想念你嗎?
你相信我竟然還在等待嗎?

回想起那些美好的時間
當時心裏頭的滋味
我好懷念,好想再來一次

而這一次
我一定會更加珍惜
但我還有機會嗎?

想起關於你的很多很多
想起你對我有多大的影響
想起你改變了我多少

我堅信
生命中有你的出現
我真得很慶幸

就算有痛苦的感覺出現過
我依然很高興自己因爲你
而成長了不少

好久了
我卻依然還在堅守
似乎寧願相信一些不平凡的事情
會發生在自己的身上

等待着一個對自己來說不平凡的人
來改變自己的生命
把一切最美的火花帶進我的心裏

忽然想起兩首歌
兩首因爲你而愛上的歌
屬於同一位因爲你而愛上的歌手

《終身美麗》

讓我回憶起
一年前
幸運的自己
一轉身就看到你的身影

如果當時的我沒有緊握住你
此刻的我唯一擁有的感覺就是遺憾

遺憾自己錯過了很多
遺憾自己的人生會少了很多精彩
那些只有你能給予的精彩

《不要驚動愛情》

讓我忽然想起
這場艱辛的路途
或許是上天給我的一個考驗

一個人如果輕易就能擁有一些什麽
那他得到之後一定不會好好珍惜

所以
如果時間是打開你心扉的鑰匙
那麽無論要我等多久
我都願意

因爲我知道你值得我這麽做
因爲我想證明給你看
自己有多麽愛你,多麽在乎你

多想好好珍惜
在我平凡的生命裏
出現的不平凡的你














這些話讓我看起來好傻
那是因爲沒有人
可以同時擁有愛情和理智

愛上另一個人的每個人
都會因爲太在乎對方
而失去所有判斷能力

很笨
卻也最真誠
 

Monday, January 17, 2011

放棄你,不是不爱了,是你不珍惜~

一篇轉載自阿如部落格的文章:

有一天我放弃了你
请不要怀疑我是否恋上另一个人
是因为我发觉你不珍惜我

离开你并非我愿意
我不想拿放弃当威胁
因为那两个字我不曾轻易说出口
因为我爱你

我真正选择了离开
对不起
不是想要你的挽留
而是对你真的死心了

有些人总是在失去之后才知道曾经的美好
在我决定离开你之前我给你很多机会
你把我给你的机会当做你放纵的资本

我会真的走出来
虽然我会痛会伤心
可我了解自己
一旦爱上一个人会全心全意

可一旦我真正决定了死心
我只会哭一次
然后选择忘记

不要以为感情的事
如果没有出现第三者的话很容易复合
我没有这个概念

如果我选择了放弃选择了离开
那么我再也不回头

在你生命中
我重要吗?
你有在乎过我吗?
每次发给你的信息你认真看了吗?


便便の後記:

離開你
並不代表已經不愛你

我只是想在自己累到癱瘓之前
把自己從你的生命理拉回來

而這一切
不是因爲我要放棄

而是因爲
你根本不曾給過我堅持的理由
 

Thursday, January 13, 2011

突然好想你~

2011 年
你最想念的人是誰?

聽到這個問題
腦中立刻浮現的是你的面孔

聼著這首歌
滿腦子都是你的畫面

想放開
卻怎麽樣也放不掉

身在遠方的你
過得好嗎?
有記得好好照顾自己嗎?

你現在過得如何
我真的完全不知道

不過此刻的我卻感受到
一陣陣冷風
緩緩吹過心裏面的一個洞口

一個
你離開的時候
留下的洞口

我到現在
還在拼命的問自己
爲什麽我們兩個之間
相處到最後一定會以不好的方式收場

我其實當然知道答案
但我除了祈求你能原諒
原諒我的固執,還有無理取鬧之外
再也不敢做些什麽

或許我們兩個
在互相相處之間
要求著完全不一樣的東西

我不懂此刻得我
對你來說還算是怎麽樣的一個人

我沒有勇氣再去問你
仿佛已經預知答案不會令我開心

但是壓在這種種的矛盾底下的
卻還是一顆很想念你的心情

我不懂該如何開口
來打破我們之間的沉默

我只希望
能找到一種方式
對你說
我真的好想念你

而你對我而言
從來都沒有不重要過

更一直都是我生命裏
最特別的存在

看到這一段歌詞

假如我不曾愛你
我不會失去自己
想念的刺
釘住我的位置
(愛-莫文蔚)

再加上以下這首歌

讓我有感而發
帶著滿腦子的你
寫下對你的思念


















突然好想你-五月天

最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚 绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

* 突然好想你 你会在哪里
  过的快乐或委屈

  突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆
  突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

# 我们那麽甜 那麽美 那麽相信
  那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
  为何我们 还是要奔向各自的幸福
  和遗憾中老去

最怕此生已经决定自己过 没有你
却又突然 听到你的消息