Bunga-bunga Cinta~

最近迷上了這首馬來歌
我記得之前在部落格有推薦過
不過由於歌詞寫得太讚了
我就不妨再次推薦給大家

爲了照顧本部落格的海外市場（純粹說爽）
嘗試着幫大家做了中文的翻譯（括弧裏的字）
希望不會翻譯得太糟糕

因爲這個詞真的很有深度
再加上文法的問題
中文翻譯不太準確
只是讓大家看懂的一個大概
而且也很難表達出原詞的美感

Bunga-bunga Cinta - Misha Omar

Di kala ku kesepian
（每當我寂寞的時候）
Dihanyut ombak yang resah
（跟隨着海浪般的不安感漂移）
Kau mengubati kerinduan
（你的出現治療了我的思念）

Di kala ku keresahan
（每當我焦慮的時候）
Dihanyut malam nan gelap
（跟隨着漆黑的夜晚漂泊）
Kau menerangi hidupku
（你的出現照亮了我的生活）

Kini segalanya dah berubah
（但現在一切都改變了）
Cintamu hanya memori indah
（你的愛已只能是美麗的回憶）
Ku ditinggalkan kesepian
（只剩下我寂寞一個人）
Pilu hatiku
（心裏一陣陣的憂鬱）

* Kembalilah kepadaku
  （回來我身邊吧）
  Selamilah jiwa ini yang terluka
  （重新走進這個受傷的心靈）
  Ikatan kita berdua
  （把我們倆連接在一起）

  Sayangilah diri ini
  （回來疼愛我吧）
  Belailah jiwa nan sepi
  （撫摸這個寂寞的靈魂）
  Kelayuan
  （已經枯萎的靈魂）

  Dedaunan keguguran
  （葉子一片片落下）
  Dahan nan kerapuhan
  （樹枝變得脆弱）
  Bunga-bunga cinta
  （象徵愛情的花朵）
  Layu di pusara
  （在愛情的墓裏枯萎）

Di kala ku kerinduan
（每當我渴望愛情的時候）
Dihembus angin nan pilu
（被沮喪的風打擊）
Kutatapi wajah dirimu
（腦中都會想起你的樣子）

Di kala ku keseorangan
（每當我孤單一個人的時候）
Dihanyut asmara cinta
（被愛情的感覺侵蝕）
Kau membelai jiwaku ini
（你都仿佛在撫摸着我的心靈）

# Hanya satu kupinta darimu
  （我對你的懇求只有一個）
  Hargailah cinta kita
  （好好珍惜我們的愛情）
  Gelora menikam jiwa ini
  （一陣亂流刺入這個靈魂）
  Berada di hati
　（在心裏面）
  Deraian cinta yang suci
  （傾聽到一段純潔的愛情）

The End~

Turn around
and back to back

walk forward
and walk away

to the way
of both different sides

no goodbye`s
no next times

silently
we bring all of these to and end

after all
I realized it's easy to stay aside you as a friend

but things went worse when I know
I can't abide the fact that what I feel for you
is something more than just friends

but in the other hand
to you, I'm just something less than a normal friend

it's not easy to make such decision
but I'd prefer losing a friend, or someone like you in my life
rather than suffering to act as just a normal friend to you
and just ignore all those jealousy I have towards the one you loved

we've been back together as friends at the 19th of March
a day I would never forget
a date which I thought was the lucky day

but somehow
it's just the start of countless pain instead

until now, the 3rd of April, an hour ago
I've already finished my 3rd cry for you
with just 16 days in between

of course I know this relationship ain't going anywhere further
of course I know even if we can chat 24 hours
things would just stay the way it is

“咁又點，可以點？”
but have you consider the uncontrollable feelings of mine
when you type out these disappointing words?

do you know how had my heart scattered all around
when I heard this from you?

and when I know how excited you are
to go to that dinner with him?

I don't think you would knew
how sad and miserable I was

cause you could have just keep the news for yourself
and not stabbing a knife into my heart by telling me

all I've got now in this relationship
is just endless disappointment
and nothing else

at least that's what persuaded myself to believe
I don't want to stay in the dark
grieving on this relationship anymore
since you don't even give a damn on it

I want to move on
I'm stepping forward
and I don't wanted to care how you feels anymore

forgive me for being selfish
but that's just a way to protect myself
from more wound, and scars

it's time..

the cruel words has to be spoken..

it's THE END..

it's GAME OVER..

上一次發生那件事情之後的４個月

和你失去聯絡，不再有任何瓜葛

雖然也很痛苦

但我還是讓自己熬過來了

反正沒有你的日子

我之前都已經獨自度過了４個月

現在只不過是再回到那個時候的感覺

我相信自己有能力可以做到

上一次流泪－郑秀文 

那天　不小心洗去你口讯　才有欲哭的冲动
认清生疏了的情人　再也无权令手机接通

我应该　不记得为何你吸引　饶恕自己的不幸
但当我想到你的传闻　这双手竟再震
 
人都分开了　唯有亲手自己治疗
如发泄是生理需要　为何眼泪会缺少
 
＊　如能为你哭　哭得出眼泪
　　失眠　至少能睡
　　想起你如何不对　怎么我还要追

　　原来上次哭　哭不出眼泪
　　感情　不进则退
　　感激我们成熟了 应知道流泪有罪

　　承受任何是非都能捱下去
　　我都想假装只得一岁
　　为你当街的出走也说得过去

这一刻　不小心想到你的吻　难过但安守本份
为一个不爱我的坏人　我早得到教训

無題～

你

好

凍

。

比起以前，
你現在的冷淡，
讓我不知該不該繼續找你。

我，
原來那麽想念你。

我，
原來那麽捨不得。

點解咁多點解？

點解會搞成咁？

呢啲根本唔係我要嘅結局！

點解我會咁褂住你？

點解等不到你我會咁慌張？

點解我就係冇辦法放低你？

點解我嘅醋意一路都唔會停？

點解我冇勇氣同你講心底嘅説話？

點解你要走入我嘅世界，然後再靜靜哋離開？

點解你唔再好似以前咁熱情？

點解會有咁多點解？

點解冇人可以畀個解答我？

點解？

blah blah blah~

I've actually noticed
how you've changed

before and after that thing happened
between you and me

do you really have to be that realistic?
had you even considered my feelings?

do you know how selfish you are?
you have any idea your inconsiderate is giving me so much pain?

you have any idea how bad I feel to hear you say those things?
I have to force myself to stay happy and be encouraging in front of you

I have no intentions to know about those things
cause every single words you say about it hurts me

now that you've appear in my life again
I thought it was something I would be happy about

but I never knew how much pain you're bringing into me
now that I realized, this feeling really do sucks!

I would wish you'll never appear again
stay disappear as  you were before

but since now you've lighten the fire up in my heart
it's impossible for me to let you go anymore

ouch
this dilemma just totally hurts

but what am I going to do?
after all, I'm addicted to your presence around me

sigh..

你當然可以很瀟灑的說放下就放下

你當然有本事說要放棄就放棄

但我呢？

我怎麽辦？

你有想過我的處境嗎？

你有想過我的感受嗎？